Wednesday, 5 February 2014

InsideOut - A Personal Case Study

This blog post will follow my discoveries as I record my daily fashion choices in order to better understand fashion theories and reveal the truth behind them.

Often society belittles fashion and passes it off as a subject not worth looking into. It wasn't until recently in the 20th and 21st century that fashion started being discussed on a deeper level and books about how fashion can affect our lives and our lives can affect fashion started being published. So on the one hand fashion can often be underestimated however it can also be suggested that we are actually making a bigger deal out of fashion and fashion theory than is needed....do we all really think that deeply into what we put on everyday and do the things that happen to us during our childhood and teenage years actually affect the way we dress? These are questions I am going to be asking myself as I partake in this experimentation. Each day I will record what I put on and what I am doing that day to be later analysed and put up against the theories of fashion psychologists, sociologists, theorists and philosophers!

First off I shall brief you on my current life and what I have to dress for

There are four main components to my life:
University Life
Home Life
Church Life
Social Life

Dressing for Uni;
Dressing for uni is always a challenge as a lot of the time I can be a fairly casual dresser but at uni when it matters and its a long day I like to make an effort especially as I am a fashion student. I am definitely judged the most out of my whole life at uni especially when spending my time in a studio of 17 female fashionistas the most fashion forward people you will meet before the industry and we can be quite bitchy, I am most definitely not discluding myself though I wish I could! I wouldn't claim to be vain and I do not make an effort with doing my hair or wearing any make-up however I find that I can spend a lot more time worrying about what clothes I put on than I probably should, and it's the tiny details too that I fuss over.

Dressing for home;
I don't care, until I venture out of the house, or have visitors, my appearance gets neglected. If I am doing uni work or planning a youth talk for Sunday school, something that requires time and attention I won't get out of my pyjamas. If I am doing housework and pottering around the house then I will shower and put on my joggers a strappy top and a hoody...the same ones every time, my staple house clothes (don't worry I dont have days very often when I am actually able to do this so these clothes aren't disgusting and unwashed for days on end!) If I am wandering to town I may go out in my joggers and hoody but put all my jewellery on, denim jacket and snood so it looks as if I am intentionally wearing joggers as a fashion statement and not just because I am lazy. I am happy with looking laid back and tom boyish as long I look intentionally laid back and tomboyish!

Dressing for Church;
My dress sense for when I am going to church on a Sunday or participating in any of the many church events that go on during my week is pretty similar to that of my uni dress sense (I like to wear nice things and make an effort, I wont be wearing my joggers) however there is no pressure to look good, none cares what I am wearing...my church is fairly young and modern so there are no dress codes although if I wore something really inappropriate it may cause a scene but I don't really change my style for church, I just might not wear a pencil skirt as its too smart and restricting for sitting down during a preach! I like to be myself but I don't like to seem to into my looks and to be honest when I am at church I am not too into my looks because I know no-one cares how I look which is nice. Sundays are fun but sometimes hard to dress for if I am serving at church. I head to church every week and weeks when I am serving I have to take into account that I may be walking to church so need appropriate footwear and outer clothing and that I will be wearing a t-shirt over the top of my clothes indicating my area of serving (kids work = red top that says 'city kids', youth work = grey top that sayscity youth'). If I am not serving then I am free to wear what I like.

Dressing for Social;
Dressing for social is my favourite as I can do what I like. I love my friends and they know what I am like with clothes so if I cannot be bothered I can shove anything on and they wont care but if I want to be really experimental and wear something outrageous I can because they wont care so I tend to try new things when I go out socially. Sometimes if I am seeing my home town girls I will wear something really fab like my favourite outfit from the last month as they are all into clothes and we all enjoy seeing each others style progress and change, and I can get their honest opinion and hopefully some compliments too (incredibly vain but I'm only human and if youre not allowed to be vain with your best friends then who can you be vain with?)

Ok so here goes....

Week of outfits
I do apologise for the poor pictures though I don't own a camera so am just using the webcam on my computer! Just realising how grumpy I look in all these photos, its hard to get a balance between posing where I look too 'oh look at me' and photos where I look like I hate my life and wish I wasn't being photographed....would be nice to find a nonchalant medium, ahh well. So here we are on day one...this is the day I turn up at my dissertation tutorial with a lost idea that my tutor transforms into this...a personal case study on personal style; so this outfit is completely authentic I had no idea I was going to be studying today's outfit choice and I intend to dress with this attitude throughout the whole study, as if I wasn't conducting a study at all!


Day 1 Wednesday
Average day at university, all there was on my agenda was uni as its a long day starting at 7:30am and finishing at 8pm when I finally get home. I decided to wear this outfit today as this jumper is brand new; I got it on Saturday when I went shopping with my boyfriend in Topshop! (I never shop there as I'm a cheap skate but love all their clothes so caved when I saw this bargain!) I wore this outfit on Saturday night out with my friends for dinner and like it so wanted to wear it to uni.




Pale pink jumper with gold baroque detail bargain buy from Topshop, shows a bit of skin - not flattering in this picture but I hope I dont always look like this! Pearls, to add a bit of ladylike elegance. I am currently messing around with the laid back look mixed with ladylike trend....it's interesting but suits me as I can never decide. Black jeans, my every day go to pair from Primark, only jeans I wear as I have a giant rear and black makes it look a shade smaller, black buckle boots from New Look, again I wear this almost every day, I like to have a good pair of shoes that I can out on every day and they go with all my clothes....I tend to go through phases of style so when these shoes fall apart my fashion will probably change and I'll buy a new pair of shoes which will go with everything and start the whole cycle again! I threw on my grey coat for a bit of lady chic and no snood as it would cover up my necklace and I chose style over warmth!


Day 2 Thursday

Normally on a Thursday I have work (I work as an Industrial sewing machinist at a bear factory making clothes for the collectable bears) but for the month of January I am not working as they do not have enough work for me until February so today was a day of doing uni work yaay! Average uni work day consists of my sitting in bed on my laptop or covering my bed with sketchbooks and magazine cuttings and ruining my bedcovers with paint, this means I generally do not shower or get dressed...gross? So a day of pyjamas ensued but it just so happens that Thursday nights are Small Group Nights (bible study with a small group of people from my church where we can come together and chat about any problems we have, study the bible and just be friends) which meant showering and putting on some clothes....my small group consists mainly of older people as I was a little bored of my student small group, I wanted to mix with older people as I am always surrounded by students, so transferred to a family one. This changes my attitude to what I wear greatly as I can literally through on anything and not be bothered as I dont feel the pressure of being judged by what I wear....this outfit was accessible and comfy, still stylish or at least my style but nothing special.



First pic; me in my beloved dressing gown, it doesnt leave my body when I am in my cold student
house = equivalent of a best friend, second pic; everyday jeans and boots (as seen in day one and probably will be seen a lot throughout this week I reckon!) granny crochet top (I mean granny literally, it was an old top of my Nans that she gave to me as she knows I am resourceful and skint...I cut the hideous sleeves off and wear it all the time) and grey means zip hoody with my mums old denim jacket (see what I mean? resourceful) third pic; same outfit better lighting : )


Day 3 Friday
Friday's are busy as today I head to uni at 7:30am and have to leave uni early to get home for 6:30pm as I run the Youth Small Group in our church from 7 - 9 This means in the morning I have to dress with my whole day in mind! I wont really dress that differently from uni but I don't like to be too dressed up! My attire is slightly restricted because I will be sitting squished on a sofa or on the floor in the evening as we play games and look at the bible so again no pencil skirts! But I do like to dress well because as a youth leader who doesn't want their youth group to think they are fashionable and cool?




Casual outfit that hopefully translates natural style without having to make too much of an effort; a big comfy beige dress jumper that you do not even have to wear anything underneath, in this instance I wore a long strappy top that could cover my bum at a stretch (not a fan of the bum in leggings look so try and avoid it) but I actually didn't take my jumper off so didnt have to deal with that scenario! Leggings under the jumper making this outfit super comfy and appropriate for a long day at uni where I do not have to fuss about pulling my clothes about whilst I'm stretching over tables to do pattern cutting and then easily transferring from uni day to Youth Small group where I am free to slouch and sit on the floor and play games at ease. For outer wear I threw on my 'farmer coat' (the picture isn't great but its a big green waxed coat with giant poppered pockets...you know the kind) brown boots and my snood.


Day 4 Saturday

Today is a chilled out day, I'm heading into town with my boyfriend to get lunch at a little coffee shop and then have a walk in the park and then relax at mine with a film and maybe a game of Ligretto (fast paced card game we are addicted to) so I dont need to be wearing anything particularly good or fashionable. Most Saturdays consist of either doing uni work or chilling but I tend to always see Chris as it is one of the days we are both free, so Saturdays are days when I throw anything on.




This is a blue jersey cotton t-shirt dress form H and M, it
s so easy to chuck on with tights or leggings (in this case leggings) just an everyday piece of clothing which means you dont have to think of combinations of tops and bottoms just put on this one piece of clothing. I put my cream and gold glittery cardigan over the top, which I nearly all of the time as it goes with everything, and then outer wear was my denim jacket as it isnt that cold, brown boots and snood. Really casual outfit that \I can be comfy in when I get back home to relax.


Day 5 Sunday

So this week I am serving at church however I am getting a lift there so don't need to worry too much about layering up for the walk. I'm on kids work which means I will be sitting on the floor which oddly enough means I will more likely need to wear a skirt instead of jeans as my jeans are too tight for me to sit whereas my favourite skirt can be tucked to keep me modest when I sit cross legged! After church I am heading back to mine with Chris and we will probably chill out, have lunch and then sort out my room and move me and my stuff into my housemates room as my parents are staying (not to see me but to do my sisters bathroom, we both moved away to Canterbury so our parents hit two birds with one stone when paying visits). 



I went for blue velvet dress which I bought from Topshop in the sale (along with the pink/gold jumper I wore on day 1) but as it looked a tad dressy on its own and too short I put my grey floaty skirt over the top with a waist belt. When Im serving I can tuck my red t-shirt into the skirt. I put my brown boots with it to keep it casual and out my grey coat on as I didnt feel my farmer coat was needed and topped it off with my snood.



Day 6 Monday

Today is the first day of my parents staying at my house but they have been warned not to disturb me and my life as I am very busy so whilst my dad is doing my sisters bathroom my mum is over there playing with her grandchildren. I however was here doing uni work until the afternoon when Chris came over before we went to see my parents at my sisters house. So today was a 'I don't care what I'm wearing' day however I did get dressed in the morning surprisingly as I wanted to shower and dress first so I could then get on with work. 




So I wore my blue and white tapestry cardigan (looks like old fashioned wallpaper from the back...kind of baroque) two tiered chiffon crop top with spaghetti straps, which was the only top I had upstairs at the time, and everyday black jeans and black boots and for outdoors I wore my farmer coat and my knitted snood, it's a cold day.


 Day 7 Tuesday

Tuesday is a long day - the longest in fact as I have university but before that try to attend EMP (early morning praise) which my church runs from 7am on a Tuesday morning...it mainly consists of students but is a great time of worship and prayer that even though it is early in the morning is totally worth it. So Tuesdays I have to plan what I am going to wear so that I can roll out of bed and dress and not have to come home to change after EMP. After EMP we go for breakfast and although I am not due at uni until 12 I tend to leave on the earliest train after breakfast which is 9 and get in for 10:30 as going home in between is just too much effort especially when Wetherspoons (where we eat) is next to the station! So dressing for the day consists of me choosing something I feel comfortable in but also makes me feel like I actually do fashion!

                                                                     

                                                                 
 I decided to pull out my velvet dress as I hadn't yet worn it as a dress (I wore this on Day 5 Sunday with my grey skirt) I chose tights instead of leggings as I felt the leggings ruined it, its velvet dress you don't wear leggings. However I put socks over the top as I thought they were a bit of fun. Then for outdoors I added my grey zippy and denim jacket combo with my small navy and brown clutch bag. My ensemble reminded me of the outfit Julia Roberts wears at the beginning of Pretty Woman as a prostitute, probably not the exact look I was going for but I do love the 90's. It's totally on trend right now got to keep on it for the uni gals....seriously all of this is actually running through my head as I dress in the morning, I know its sad and I am probably the only person who thinks this much about what I wear everyday but what can you do! 



Day 8 Wednesday

Sad but true, my Wednesday consisted of me not seeing a single person during the day which meant I remained like this (see embarrassing image below) all day whilst sitting in my bed doing uni work and preparing the youth talk for the coming Sunday until 6:30 when I decided I needed to get dressed to go to a church meeting about a future additional site they are preparing to launch. For meetings like this I dont really mind what I wear...if I have had a long day I will dress down and get into something easy however if I have had a slow day when I haven't got dressed I like to do the opposite and feel like I am about to achieve something.


So I started my day in my pyjamas; strappy top with Fair Isle pyjama bottoms and a dressing gown, and then transformed my appearance by getting dressed. I thought it would be fun to use photos that someone took of the meeting even though I look super chubby, from behind is not my best angle!  I chose my pink and gold jumper (from Day 1 Wednesday) and a black pencil skirt with tights and my black boots...wearing this made me feel like I was tricking everyone into believing I had been at work or somewhere productive all day, and definitely not like I just got dressed for the first time. Outerwear I chose my smart grey coat that makes me feel like I have a job that requires me to wear a nice coat like this.


This analysis of clothing choice will be studied and challenged by myself in order to discover more about the decisions we make when dressing and why. I am going to be using this blog in my dissertation to validate or challenge the proclamations made by fashion theorists about our individual style. 


Thanks for reading




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